They say a fox lives at the edge of the woods,
where the birch trees bend toward the wind,
but never break.
It is not a fox that hunts, or hides, or howls—
but one that waits
for something it cannot recall.
Its fur is the color of dusk.
Its eyes, forget-me-nots.
If you see it,
you might not remember.
But something in you will ache—
like you’ve left something behind,
and can’t remember where.
They call it the Fox That Forgets.
But no one knows if the forgetting belongs to him…
or to those he leaves behind.
I. The Ember and the Wounded Fox
In the hush of the forest, Tod walked alone.
An aging man, quiet as the trees he favored—
choosing silence over the clamor of the village.
The trees knew him, as they always had.
Beneath dapples of light slipping through shadow, he found
a fox, its leg caught cruelly in a snare.
But this fox… this fox was not ordinary.
Its fur flickered like embers in sunlight.
Its eyes held age, and a wisdom long forgotten.
Tod knelt softly,
tearing cloth from his sleeve to wrap the wound—
as one might bind a precious memory.
The fox winced, but did not fight.
Under the wound, where the trap had pierced the paw,
an ember lay, glowing softly—
like a heart made visible.
Tod reached, carefully, and lifted it from the earth.
The fox stood—shaky, but firm—its gaze narrowing.
“Is it yours?” the creature asked.
Tod startled like a snag on wool.
“I thought it was yours.”
The fox tilted its head, flame-eyes flickering.
“Maybe it was. I forget.”
Then it turned, limping into the leaves,
leaving Tod holding something alive with unnamed meaning…
warm as the kiss on his wife’s cheek that morning,
soft as the quiet in her eyes as he left their berth.
He knelt again, cupping the ember.
It pulsed—softly—
a heartbeat’s echo against his skin.
The forest held its breath.
A choice hung in the air,
heavy as mist in his lungs,
as ache in his bones.
He thought of her—
the lift of laughter, the softening when unseen.
Of the morning she called him generous:
a title he wore awkwardly, uncertainly.
He pressed the Ember into his palm.
It hummed tenderly—
then seared him.
Quick and painless.
The way a memory slips through fingers.
He gasped, gripping the earth.
A name rose to his tongue—
then melted before he could taste it.
Just like that… it was gone.
And so was the Ember.
Or so he thought.
A breeze sighed.
A village bell chimed in the distance.
He stood, chest aching with a loss he couldn’t name.
Wandered home through the hush of evening,
wondering what it had meant.
Dreams never meant much to him.
But maybe this single one did.
And when his hand slipped, absently, into his pocket…
something greeted him.
Warm.
Soft.
Impossible but real.
He cupped it like a secret.
A slow rhythm against skin—
a memory extinguished, now reignited.
The woods whispered as he passed…
leaves turning, branches breathing.
At the town’s edge, the air shifted—
crisp and poised,
like snowfall far from its time.
On the porch waited his wife,
shawl wrapped tight,
smile warmer than sunlight through frost.
He slipped the Ember away.
“You were gone awhile,” she said.
“Found something strange,” he replied, thoughtful. “Past the ridge.”
She tilted her head, curious and kind.
“Strange good, or strange bad?”
He considered.
“All I know is… it was strange.”
She laughed—
warm as a match struck in the dark.
“Come inside. You’re freezing.”
He followed.
The door caught softly behind them.
In his pocket, the Ember rested—
close to his heart.
It beat once.
Then again.
And quietly…
without warning,
without pain…
his forgetting began.
II. The Gift Unfolds
The seasons passed like pages turning…
gently, in a book he’d read before.
Spring left petals by the door.
Summer warmed the cottage stones.
Autumn crowned the oaks in rust.
And winter—
well, it always came with its hush.
Through it all, Tod and Mary lived simply.
Not joyless.
Not loud.
Just… quietly full.
There were no great changes, save for one:
the Ember—wrapped in a worn pouch, tied to a leather cord—
kept close to his chest, like a prayer he kept to himself.
Once, at night,
when Mary’s breath softened and the fire dimmed,
he’d held it in both hands.
It pulsed gently.
Not hot. Nor cold.
Alive…
like something becoming.
He couldn’t recall where it had come from.
Told himself it didn’t matter.
Still… the forgetting nagged at him,
like a thread tugging softly at the hem of thought.
Market days came and went.
He went for her—never for himself.
At the stalls, he moved like a shadow…
silent, practical, unsettling.
“Doesn’t say much, that Tod,” the butcher muttered.
“Don’t need to,” said the baker. “He’s got his own silence, that one.”
But at home—
his silence was full of her.
He stoked the fire just so.
Poured honey with a careful tilt.
Smiled at stories,
even if he didn’t know how to follow them.
When she laughed, his heart blinked.
When she touched him, his bones sighed.
Then one night—
a cough stirred in the village.
At first, far off… a whisper.
Then closer.
Then children.
Then shutters.
Then silence…
silence too thick.
Silence too still.
Mary coughed once. Sharp.
He looked up.
She waved it off, smiling faintly. “Just a tickle.”
That night, a knock shattered the quiet.
Not polite.
Not rhythmic.
Desperate.
Tod froze.
Mary turned to him, brow drawn.
Then—
Bang. Bang. Bang.
“Tod! Mary! It’s Ben—from next door! Please—my son—he’s burning up—please!”
Tod didn’t move.
Stared at the door like it belonged to a dream he didn’t want to remember.
And then—
heat.
In his chest.
From the Ember.
It pulsed once.
Then again.
He stood.
Opened the door.
Ben’s eyes were wild. “He won’t stop burning—nothing works—”
Tod didn’t answer.
Just nodded.
Followed.
Knelt.
Pressed the Ember to the child’s chest.
Light.
It spilled into the room like dawn through a cracked roof.
Warmth—not heat—wrapped around the boy.
The fever broke.
And he stilled.
Silence came.
Ben wept.
Tod watched.
And for a moment—
just a flicker—
he thought he knew the boy’s name.
Almost whispered it.
But it slipped.
Like breath in warm air.
He went home.
Didn’t tell Mary.
But that night,
the Ember glowed a little brighter.
And Tod…
Tod couldn’t remember what color her eyes were anymore.
III. The First Slip
It began with whispers.
The man who never smiled.
The one who weighed his words like coin.
The one whose wife still glowed, even when he didn’t.
The village looked at him differently now.
Not with warmth.
With a fragile reverence, perhaps.
Or suspicion disguised as awe.
Children lingered in alleyways,
watching him pass with wide eyes.
One left a daisy on his gate.
Another carved a fox into his fencepost.
A merchant offered bread.
A woman, a bottle of something amber and aged.
He nodded.
Said nothing.
He didn’t want their gifts.
He only wanted Mary.
And the life that had been theirs—
soft routines, absent legends.
A season passed.
The world around them stilled.
Stories cooled.
The Ember stayed quiet.
They let themselves believe it was over.
A fluke of kindness, not a calling.
The kind of thing that slips into myth.
Then, one night…
Mary folded linens by the fire,
humming a melody he half-recognized.
Maybe.
“Remember that storm?” she said,
still folding.
“The one that stranded us in the chapel?”
She smiled.
“You held me so close. Said the thunder couldn’t touch us—not if we stayed wrapped up like that.”
He blinked.
Opened his mouth, even.
But nothing came.
She glanced at him.
“You looked like a drowned fox, if I recall.”
He forced a smile.
“You’re making that up.”
She paused.
Didn’t answer.
The fire crackled.
The Ember in his pouch stirred.
Not with comfort.
Just the stirring.
The very next morning—
screams split the barley fields.
A child had collapsed.
Foaming lips.
Sickly skin.
Panic rose fast.
Not a one knew what to do.
Until…
someone remembered.
Not his name.
Not his silence.
Just… his door.
And they ran—
like breath chasing breath—
to Tod’s.
He didn’t wait.
Didn’t lace his boots.
He just ran.
Through the dust.
Through the fog.
Through the rising chant of fear.
He reached the child.
Didn’t ask for reason.
Just reached for the Ember—
and pressed it to the boy’s chest.
Light.
Then breath.
Then life.
The village wept.
Tod… did not.
That night,
he stood outside the chapel.
Alone.
The moon painted the stone white as bone.
He didn’t know why he’d come.
Didn’t know why his eyes were wet.
Some say he walked there in his sleep.
Others say the Ember remembered
what he could not.
He turned to leave…
and couldn’t remember
where home was.
IV. The Ember Hungers
Time passed the way it always did.
With the quiet clink of cups on shelves,
the worn hush of her slippers on the floor,
the silent glances that once meant everything—
and were still trying to.
Mary said he was kind.
She said it when he brought in firewood without being asked.
When he wrapped her shawl tighter on cold mornings.
She said it like a hymn she’d always believed.
“You’re a good man, Tod,” she whispered once, brushing crumbs from his beard.
“Always have been.”
He nodded,
because he wanted to be.
One evening, while folding linens, she hummed.
And something stirred in him…
an echo.
“Remember the storm?” she asked.
“The one that stranded us in the chapel overnight?”
He blinked.
“You held me so close,” she said, smiling down at the cloth in her hands.
“Said if lightning struck, it’d have to go through you first.”
He hesitated.
Then forced a laugh.
“The chapel was beautiful.”
She paused.
Looked up.
“In a storm?” she teased, gently.
“Luv, we were soaked through. You smelled like mildew and wet socks.”
He laughed again…
but his eyes didn’t join.
And neither did hers.
That night, the Ember lay beside the fire.
It never burned the skin.
It never had.
But it still warmed the place where memories used to live.
He watched it glow.
Flicker. And glow again.
And in the rhythm of that pulse,
a new thought formed.
He began to keep a notebook.
Not stories.
Not poetry.
Just facts.
Or what passed for them, now.
Mary’s favorite jam.
The baker’s wife’s name.
The color of their wedding flowers.
Sometimes, he’d flip the pages back.
The handwriting was his—
he was sure of it.
Even though it looked like someone else
had written it.
A week passed.
Then—
a scream.
In the market square.
A toppled cart.
A little girl, crushed beneath the wheel.
Her mother sobbing in the dirt,
where the grief had nowhere else to go.
Tod didn’t run.
He walked.
Steady.
Resigned.
The Ember burned hot in his pouch—
impatient.
He knelt.
Pressed it to the girl’s chest.
And whispered:
“Take me. Not her.”
The Ember pulsed.
And it agreed.
That night, at home,
Mary laughed at one of his old stories—
one he’d told a dozen times.
He smiled.
Nodded.
Laughed with her.
But inside, he was hollowed out.
Because the story?
He didn’t remember the punchline.
She smiled less as the night wore on.
Not because of the story.
But because of how he didn’t tell it.
And how hard he worked to pretend he had.
She looked at him differently now.
And he knew it.
V. Cracks in the Flame
Tod was quieter now.
Not the silence people once mistrusted—
not the stillness that came with sharp eyes and colder replies.
This was different.
This was drifting.
He tended the hearth as always—
kneeling with practiced hands,
stacking logs, coaxing flame…
but sometimes,
he forgot where the firewood was kept.
Mary laughed the first time.
“Getting old, are we?”
He smiled. “Seems that way.”
But it hadn’t always been like this.
There was a time—not long ago—
they walked to the river every second Sunday.
Boots soft on moss.
Her hand brushing his near the oak trees.
They never missed it.
It was their ritual.
Their rhythm.
Until one morning,
Mary laced her boots and found him at the window.
Staring out. Unmoving.
“Aren’t you coming?” she asked.
He didn’t turn.
“To what?”
She tilted her head, still playful.
“Our walk. It’s Sunday.”
He frowned.
Not in confusion—
but with that quiet ache you get
when you’re sure you left something in its place—
and it’s not there.
And you don’t know if you moved it…
or forgot…
or if it ever existed at all.
She didn’t press.
Just unlaced her boots.
Set them gently by the door.
That evening, the fire crackled softly.
She sat nearby, folding linens.
“Do you remember the storm?” she asked,
her voice a hush.
“The one that stranded us in the old mill?”
He nodded.
Not because he remembered—
but because he’d learned it hurt less than watching her eyes dim.
She continued, smiling faintly, far away.
“There was lightning.
You wrapped us in that moth-eaten blanket, remember?
Said if the roof gave out, we’d float away together.”
He nodded again, because he knew he should.
Made the small sounds of agreement.
Like the stranger he was,
overhearing someone else’s story.
That night, he did not sleep.
The Ember glowed beside the fire.
Dim. Not gone—
but flickering low.
As if it, too, were forgetting.
He stared at it for a long time,
wondering what it had taken.
And how much was left.
He didn’t remember the boy with the fever.
Didn’t remember lifting the Ember.
But the baker’s son still smiled at him like he was a god.
The villagers whispered.
Some left offerings at his gate.
Some crossed themselves when he passed.
“Holy,” one said.
“Cursed,” another grumbled.
Tod said nothing.
The name they used still belonged to him—
but more and more,
it felt like a coat he’d outgrown.
And yet—
when he looked at Mary,
heard her laugh,
felt her hand on his back in passing—
he knew.
If she ever fell…
if it ever came to that…
he would do it again.
Without question.
Without pause.
Even if it meant being emptied.
Completely.
VI. The Ember Burns Brighter
Mary felt him fading.
Not all at once, but… in flickers.
Like the way a candle leans before it flutters.
A sentence that trails off mid-word…
She didn’t dare name it.
Didn’t mourn aloud.
Instead, she chose something quieter.
She chose joy.
She told him stories.
Soft ones. Familiar ones.
Some were true.
Others stitched from threads of older tales,
embroidered with her laughter.
Each one told with more tenderness than the last.
Sometimes he smiled.
Sometimes he nodded.
Sometimes he asked,
“Have I heard that before?”
And she would say,
“Of course. It’s ours.”
And that was enough.
They made a mythology of their days.
She danced in the kitchen,
hummed as she spun—
her skirts brushed the stone floor
like memory brushing skin.
She placed her hand over his heart,
kissed his cheek,
and whispered phrases she said they used to say:
“I’ll catch you when the world turns sideways.”
“We’re foxes in the wind, remember?”
“And… even endings are forever, when we’re together.”
He didn’t remember.
But he tried.
He forgot the blacksmith’s name.
He forgot his mother’s voice.
He forgot what season it was.
But not her face.
No… never her face.
And in the hush of their home,
that was enough.
The village, once plagued with illness, grew quiet again.
The fever passed like a storm in slumber.
Few still spoke of the ones it carried away.
Tod no longer had visitors.
The Ember stayed cool…
not extinguished, but at rest.
A warm stone, held near the heart.
For a while,
there was peace.
Until the morning Mary didn’t come home.
She had gone to market,
their flowers bundled in her arms.
She always came back before midday.
But the sun drifted west.
The light thinned.
And still… she didn’t return.
Tod stood at the door—
not panicked.
Just… unsure.
Like something had slipped
out of the rhythm they’d made together.
The villagers came.
Found him staring into nothing.
They told him—gently—
she had collapsed near her stall.
The flowers had scattered across the cobblestones.
She couldn’t move.
Couldn’t speak.
But she’d asked for him.
By name.
And still…
in the quiet of the cottage…
the Ember sat.
Warm.
Silent.
Soft as breath in winter.
Waiting.
VII. The Stranger in the Garden
Spring came early that year.
The orchard trees bloomed in soft white,
petals falling like dreamers in the hum.
Children played again.
Merchants shouted without care.
Laughter returned to the streets.
Water was finding its way back to stone.
But Tod—
who no longer remembered that name—
did not notice.
He woke each morning with the same ache behind his eyes.
The one where he’d dreamed something worth keeping,
and left it behind on the pillow.
He moved through the cottage on instinct…
lighting the fire, boiling water—
but the rooms felt hollow.
As if he’d taken a deep breath
and never let it go.
There were objects he didn’t recognize:
A shawl, folded too precisely.
A book with underlined passages, tiny slanted notes.
A hummingbird-shaped hairpin resting in a dish.
They held meaning.
But not for him.
The Ember sat by the hearth.
Cool now.
No longer pulsing.
Only there.
The villagers greeted him politely.
But their eyes had slipped away.
They spoke in shortened phrases.
He could feel how they feared
waking whatever slept inside him.
He wandered more than before.
Sometimes without purpose.
His feet were leading.
His mind, adrift.
And that’s when he saw her.
Near the market well.
She was laughing.
Her hands full of apricots,
cheeks flushed with their same sun and joy.
She looked radiant.
Alive.
Beside her was…
a man.
Tall. Gentle.
Reaching for her basket.
Touching her hand.
Tod only knew to stare.
His chest tightened.
Whatever light he had left inside
was a flame fluttering in a draft.
And then, she turned—
and saw him.
Her eyes widened.
Lit not with memory…
but the ghost of it.
She crossed to him.
“I… I know you, don’t I?”
“We’ve met. You helped someone.
You did something… kind.
Didn’t you? What was it?”
He looked at her.
The moment stretched—
a thread pulled too taut.
The dream had gone on too long.
The man beside her gave a gentle nudge.
It wasn’t subtle.
Tod didn’t mind.
But even of that,
he was unsure.
Something twisted behind his ribs.
A name—hers? His?
Just out of reach.
And he knew, then…
so was she.
He opened his mouth.
“I… I don’t know,” he said.
Her smile faltered behind a nod.
But there was something soft and forgiving.
“I hope it was something good.”
The man called her name.
A name Tod didn’t recognize.
Didn’t even hear, not truly.
She turned.
Even as the man placed a hand on her shoulder,
she looked back.
Even as they walked away,
Tod stayed.
Beside the well.
Hands trembling.
Mouth dry.
Heart echoing.
With nothing
but the water…
That night,
he did not sleep.
The Ember sat beside the fire.
Still warm.
But colder than it had ever been.
VIII. The Fox Who Forgets
The seasons keep changing.
The town forgetting him…
or maybe it never knew him.
The cottage stands empty now.
The garden—gone to seed.
Only the wind tends the place where memory once grew.
He no longer knows his name.
But he knows to walk.
The trees still know him, as they always have.
But the woods… no longer hold any path.
The birds do not scatter.
The leaves do not stir.
He does not flinch at the snap of twigs,
or the languish of the mist.
He is less man now…
more ghost than breath…
more fox than either.
They say there’s a stranger in the forest.
The quiet one.
Without a story.
Without a name.
But he helps those who are lost.
Once, a child nearly drowned in the river.
She was pulled from the current by a figure with a limp—
his eyes bright as cinders,
his hands warm as a lullaby once forgotten.
He wrapped her in his coat.
Walked her home.
When her father asked his name,
he only said:
“I’m no one. Just a fox who forgets.”
And as the years pass…
In one version,
a traveler glimpses a shimmer of orange between the trees—
a flicker of fur and fire,
extinguished before he can call out.
In another,
a woodcutter hears humming in the stillness—
just a phrase,
from a song no one remembers anymore.
But in all the stories, one truth remains:
He is gone.
Some say he walks until the last ember in his chest fades.
Others say he became the fox.
Or was always the fox.
Or was never either.
But the forest remembers.
And on the stillest nights,
beneath the hush of silver known as moonlight,
you might see him—
not running,
not lost,
only becoming.
Forever forgetting.
And in that forgetting,
forever remembering what love costs.
And why it is worth everything.
There was a man who gave all he had—
one memory at a time—
to keep others whole.
And now,
when the wind stirs the leaves just right,
if you listen beyond the noise in the sounds,
you can hear him whisper.
Not for thanks.
Not for glory.
But because love remembers,
even when he cannot.
In the hush of the forest,
the fox walks alone…
How will you walk?
—
[ THE FOX WHO FORGETS ]
🦊🤍🔥 [ 2D ]
Inspired by—and deeply grateful for—the work of Anna McKenzie, creator of I Wanted to Tell You Something. Her elegance and brevity inspire me, despite my many words.
Our styles may differ, but the spirit is shared.
If you haven’t found her stories yet, you should.
She was the [ spark ] for this one when she asked for another.
So here it is.
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Oof. This is beautiful and gut-punching.